Life is good

So life is peachy... I have wonderful friends especially my roommate and best friend that would do anything in the world for me and cares about me, its one of the only female friends I have been able to keep around for a while. Just tonight she got me a little sticker, not a lot but just letting me know she was thinking of me and I couldn't ask for a better roommate. I have an awesome scooter, it only goes 30 but man I am cool while riding it people break their neck trying to see me :-), its the closest thing to a motorcycle that I can have right now. I got a new puppy, Locke he's awesome and full of life I don't see how anyone could have a bad day with a pup around. I have a wonderful guy in my life. He sees me for who I am and actually likes the real me even when I get real excited and can't really talk. He makes me smile a lot and I can actually really talk to him, real conversations and he actually listens to me, I can't say that for anyone else that I have ever dated. We can do something or nothing at all and I enjoy every minute with him; it has been a long time since I could say that. I think I could go to him about anything and I feel comfortable around him and talking to him, he's not just my boyfriend but my friend too. I am finally able to accept certain things and let it go of the past and have realized that just because I don't let somethings take over my thoughts doesn't mean that I never cared. People come and go in life and only the best leave footprints, I have many footprints on my heart and am glad for all of them, it has made me the person I am today. I need to make myself happy first and then all other happiness will fall into place it is not my reponsibility to make everyone happy, just hope that my presence will do them some good. I have been through some crazy things in life, and had some hard times, maybe not like other people, but everything I have been though has made me...me and thats the best person that I can be! I am glad I can truly say that I am happy with where I am in my life now. I didn't get into grad school, but there is always next year and maybe it didn't happen this year for a reason. I can now say that I accept my defeats with my head held high and not with the grief of a child.

Life is wonderful I hope it continues this way.